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I want to apologize for how I reacted in this thread...I am completely ashamed of myself. Someone I know died, and I was not in the right state of mind...I'm sorry to everyone. I acted like a child and I am ashamed. I am very sorry. And I take it all back. There is no excuse but I was overwhelmed with grief when that happened. But that doesn't make it OK. I respect this site a lot, and I think I lost that respect, and...I just want to apologize. I made the wrong choice to even go online in that state of mind. It is 100% my fault. All I can do is hope that we can move past this...Losing someone actually makes you realize how important friendships are. Even just online acquaintances. I'm sorry for my horrible language. Its the Philadelphia in me...That's all I wanted to say. I'm just sorry, and it will never happen again. I accept any punishment for it, cause I would deserve it.

<blockquote data-quote="AlyeskaWolf" data-source="post: 25342" data-attributes="member: 840"><p>I want to apologize for how I reacted in this thread...I am completely ashamed of myself. Someone I know died, and I was not in the right state of mind...I'm sorry to everyone. I acted like a child and I am ashamed. I am very sorry. And I take it all back. There is no excuse but I was overwhelmed with grief when that happened. But that doesn't make it OK.&nbsp; I respect this site a lot, and I think I lost that respect, and...I just want to apologize. I made the wrong choice to even go online in that state of mind. It is 100% my fault. All I can do is hope that we can move past this...Losing someone actually makes you realize how important friendships are. Even just online acquaintances. I'm sorry for my horrible language. Its the Philadelphia in me...That's all I wanted to say. I'm just sorry, and it will never happen again. I accept any punishment for it, cause I would deserve it.&nbsp; <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite10" alt=":oops:" title="Oops!&nbsp; &nbsp; :oops:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":oops:" />&nbsp; &nbsp; <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite3" alt=":(" title="Frown&nbsp; &nbsp; :(" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":(" /></p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="AlyeskaWolf, post: 25342, member: 840"] I want to apologize for how I reacted in this thread...I am completely ashamed of myself. Someone I know died, and I was not in the right state of mind...I'm sorry to everyone. I acted like a child and I am ashamed. I am very sorry. And I take it all back. There is no excuse but I was overwhelmed with grief when that happened. But that doesn't make it OK. I respect this site a lot, and I think I lost that respect, and...I just want to apologize. I made the wrong choice to even go online in that state of mind. It is 100% my fault. All I can do is hope that we can move past this...Losing someone actually makes you realize how important friendships are. Even just online acquaintances. I'm sorry for my horrible language. Its the Philadelphia in me...That's all I wanted to say. I'm just sorry, and it will never happen again. I accept any punishment for it, cause I would deserve it. :oops: :( [/QUOTE]

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